Tuesday, July 31, 2007 . 4:09 PM

so i didnt go to school today. sick.
and Adawiya, told me quite afew people didnt go today.
hmm, well went to the doctors earlier.
and YAY posted two days in a row since the last millennium.

and i told my brother iwas gonna have my hair up like koizumi risa is love com in the first op. xD

the hairdo of the girl xD
but icouldnt find a better picture. sad.
oh and i was pretty much being sacarstic, so be ignored.

hmm, oh watched Lucky star 17, super funny,
Konata was have servere exam blues, as if xD
blah, i have nth to blog about again, later.

If its not alright, will you try to make me feel better?

Monday, July 30, 2007 . 9:01 PM

First things first,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARILYN!
the shortest of short :)

yupp its revenge for calling me lettuce.

Hmm, hmm, hmm,
was super sick today, but my mom made me go school :(
so i had a headache the whole day and had to take to Panadol extras while still leaving my head aching. yupp.
Chemistry test. Time to rant.
Kuanyi said it was super easy, and i actually agree but the hell cause i know i'm gonna fail and the test was EASY!

damn, had 3 periods of maths today, got, i dont like MR nicholas.
he does something like a day who gives us a free day then the next, he gives ridculas amounts of hw expecting the whole pep rally to finish all the questions.
MR teo is back :)
i super wished he taught me again, cause i like his teaching, way more understandble, and his lessons are more interesting, and dont forget the heat wave.

So i have maths homework.
Now the decision is to go to school tmr, or go anyways and run on a strip of panadols?

Saturday, July 28, 2007 . 10:56 PM

I am obilivious to my surroundings,
i actually still am.
but its not because i didnt want to
but because you wouldnt let me.

I havent blogged in a week,
i feel left out of all of my friends lives. i cant do anything for them, but watch them cry, you know how crummy that makes me feel?
I feel disgusted by my own ignorance. oh pleaseee.

and i also realised how messed up my live is. no sense of anything,
i have to slowly walked the steps i once took and pick up the pieces before i can walk in a neat path.

I have no idea what's happening to me,
i fail test after test and i'm also falling sick. was feeling horrible the whole day with a headache with each step i take. I couldnt even balance my POA, and my maths is hopeless, i cant get any chemistry into my tiny non exsitant brain.

actually, i think i'm gonna have to force my butt of the chair to get to school on monday, i havent done much lately,
not blogging, watching anime, even replying messages to anoynimous people is ages.

I watched Shinobi- Heart under blade and Nada Sou Sou,
very good movies. neither of them are 100% love stories but kinda fraction of it really. contentcontentcontent i keep telling myself.

Thats what i told charmaine, we both watch the same shows, but the difference between us is that i look for storylines, you look for cute guys.

blahblahblahs. sing me a song, will you?

Sunday, July 22, 2007 . 3:25 PM

Didnt blog for along time now. sososo
On thursday, went to see my father take his certificate
wahaha, doactor for philosphy, like super cool ((:

and on friday after school stayed back awhile to give Mr Gan his present, he leaving :( but i hope he liked his presents. ((:

then i went for the interviewing thing. xh waited for my 1hour plus, srysry, super paiseh :(
then she said first ime for someone so long, haha, she also know xD
I vamped up the song on my blog (:

and bought lovecom 1, xxXholic 9, Rozen 5, and Millennium snow 2. VK 5 come out leh, must buy as well as YNS 13 (:

i feel i left my blog super untouched. i know. but it's super dead anyways, along with my tagbox. deadeadead. and i have no mood to blog much? just random posts. anyways, gonna try to do F&N now. i cant find my 3 recipe. no! :(

blahs. i realised me & xh didnt take pictures lol. so next time have to buchang


and awsome, i found [My Generation] by YUI ((:

The wind blows across the playground
Sighing through a small window

Although my expectations have become unpleasant and lonely
Yet I plan on not giving up

Even if the bells ring early
Will this reality keep on going?

Let's break through the classroom windows
Let this feeling change a little

From now on let's be free!

My Dream still didn't have any words
No one wanted say anything to hurt me
Although wanting to know
Made me cry at night
I believed it was the weakness in me
That could not realize my dream
Sixten My Dream

So I took of my uniform at the age of 16
I didn't want to be defeated

I didn't look back
From that point on

Because it was me, I could do it

There is no more excuses
If you loose the rising hope of your crowd
You can only loose the way

I don't want to become a hindrance
I want to know if there is a solution

To always be free

My Dreams could not longer be broken
Waiting all these seasons, I began to walk
The time looking down will be restored
To realize my dreams
To strongly believe that my Generation can change
Sixteen My Dream


The walls of the classroom began to crack
My vow came true

It was only the weakness in me that couldn't realize the words of My Dream
Sixteen My Dream

its about her determination at 16 years old, abit encouraging.

Another thing.

Ii eAT pEoPl3 tHaT tYpE LyKE tis fERR bR3akfAsT.
gosh, xD
its okay, i know some people that eat Yaoi fangirls for breakfast. haha XD

Wednesday, July 18, 2007 . 5:51 PM

whees, finished Noein Ytd. ((:
boo, i'm so gonna fail SS and Physics, nope, yea, yep.
blahs, i dont want to.
Jerome didnt come for another day, then Jianhui said he went for a 2 day long facial. LOL, but kinda mean le.
Not much in school today,but super tired, Gonna drop dead :( luckily F&N postpone to MON. YAY!
anyways, tmr have Geog quiz, :(
Cheryl just called me, haha xD
Higurashi!! loves XD
okayokay, i'm feeling so boliao cause i've nothing to blogsbout, SERIOUSLY!
Just anime?
blahs, anyways, gonna put up a watchlist, compliments of Biyu.
Damn, i feel so stupid. But at least gotta walk with Xinhui today, And we havent talked in like 987654321 years already. I miss her, sososo much :((
Feeling super tired everyday, now, and i cant get proper rest. no matter what. SLEEP!, must get to bed. ZZzzzzZZZZzzZZZZzzzZZZzzzZZZzzzZZZZ
*Snoring bubble bursts*
like wha? ohyea, blogging xD
well till here, haha

oh, pictures, from cosfest randomly of course just abit only, dont think i'll be posting anymore of these pictures.

Monday, July 16, 2007 . 10:08 PM

Afew Snapshots of the Cosfest.







Watched Harry Potter today, wasn;t so good, cause was mostly pointless story, but thats cause of the book. i'm feeling super stress over everything and so tired, cant concentrate at all :((

Just finished watching lovecom 14, Maity's Slient whisper, i super love this episode. Cain SAMA XD

I havent studied for the physics test tmr, but í know i'm already gonna fail. so it doesnt matter at all.
Tired, gonna have a shortshort post XD
ohya, i wanna kill that professor unbridge, Urgh, so bitchy!
okayokay, till here, studystudy,

my brother is trying to be an otaku xD

Friday, July 13, 2007 . 8:01 PM

Havent been blogging for days.
i'm totally blaming the fengshui on my seat. i like the seat and people and all, but its like.

-My Studies are dropping like a rubberball flowing with gravity
-Test subjects cant get into my tiny brain
-Friendships are broken
-family :((
-Apricot and Evaporated milk.

and yes i'll calling her EVAPORATED MILK. Condense milk is to sweet for despicable people.

Man oh Man, feeling so horrible like you wouldnt believe. andand :((
I feel that she is trying to ruin my studies!
i'm not sure about these mixed feelings, at least i know i have my brother who is an idiot, but still, he cheers me up and all xD

I miss that, i mean, even when he's in trouble, he thinks about me first, thats super nice :)
You dont get a brother like that everyday.
maybe cause of all thats happening, it pulls us closer?
LOL
feeling so cheesy having said all that. XD
AND YAY! another fansub group started on Saiunkoku monogatari xD
yAY! * does dance to dont push me by sweetbox*



It's like a plant crying out, water, water me.

Monday, July 09, 2007 . 8:15 PM

070707,
was live earth, it contributed more pollution than most concerts. what the?
and there was speech day and Costplay semi finals or whatever.
super pissed with somebody you didnt even bother bringing her own stuff and go look down on others, can?




i like these 3 pictures best :)

then ytd was blah and today,
parted with our china buddy, aw man :(



I was discussing something with my brother the other night, we came across the topic on True Friends. i realised, that what he said was true.
althought he has difficulties, at least he has friends, TRUE FRIENDS.
Some people are so fortunate, when they are upset or down, they have millions of friends to cheer them up, and me? i cant even count on people to tell me something super important to me, i'm so pissed right now, i will slaughther them id they talk to me later.
I am pissed can? super la, i didnt understand maths cause didnt go for the first lesson la, WTF can?




Any maybe it isnt important to you, cause no one is but you.

Tuesday, July 03, 2007 . 9:21 PM

Damn, why must all this happen to me.
Tmr could go home early but i cant cause of CHERYL! :((

damn, STRESS! * rock comes flying down*

I have alot alotalotalot!! of problems lately.
i mean, you actually got lied to and the person is like. URGH!!

SEriously how can anyone be that insensitive to anyone's feelings?
then worse of all, when i'm most upset and feeling horrible, some horrible bitch kept on irritating me with nonensical questions. i was gonna kill that person and throw my hp away. i cant take that :(

i havent done Chinese yet!!
and it so super :(

my brother recently started watching anime again, ouran and now Rozen.
i'm watching Claymore, and yea, i give up on Jigoku Shoujo Futakomori for now, finish ones with higher prioty first.

Claymore sooo ROCKS!!



Isn't this picture of YUI just so pretty? xD


This is the video of when i'm gone by Avril Lavigne,
the video is super sad, feel bad for the old man.

and for People like Adrian,
ALONES (Single) is only relesed on 1 august, so happy waiting XD