Friday, September 29, 2006 . 3:54 PM

When you said told you said those words to me,
it didn't really affect me.
it just bounced off.
then, after it finally sunk it,
i broke down.
tears just filled my eyes,
those words, sunk in,
they echoed in my head
over and over
i know, it meant NOTHING TO YOU saying those words.
but it actually wasn't the words you said that hurt, but the words that you DIDn't say.
everyone knew, both your pals all knew.
can't i know that too, feeling happy,
you will be together?
why can't you say those words to me,
that time to tell you wasNOT enough
i just want to hear, i want to know,
why can't you just tell me, those very SAME WORDS
YOU TOLD THEM
ALL I WANT TO HEAR IS THOSE SAME PLAIN WORDS
they mean ALOT to me, i want to hear them, iwant this to last,
I simply want it.
i can't have it, cause of you.
Please tell me these words,
they are what i yearn for.
they mean nothing to you, but right now,
those six words, echoing i my head, wishing you were the one telling them to me.

Thursday, September 28, 2006 . 5:31 PM

I feel really stressed out recently, bout EVERYTHING!!
Thanks for the people who help me get through, Julian, Giovannajie, Fiona.
thanks =)
wahah,
at current moment irritating julian and FINALLY WATCHING my awaited Naruto 200.
~hweel~
then, R.O.D. last eps yesterday.
today, had history test, i dont know why but was FREAKING PISS
thenthen what arh?
LOL
ohoh,,,,
its english, Mr teo angry AGAIN, sighs/
then recess, went with them to eateat.
then maths.
SO BOREDD
was just sleeping, trixie come talk to me but then Mr chia angry so she went back, lol
didnt talk much to Shykila today, was in bad mood.
then she worried but me, so SWEET (:
haha
then was science, Miss chua was very pissed.
but i loved it, very interesting the lesson,
Mad and i were discussing bout manymany things.
about science, i mean.
then chinese, Miss Peh, angry again
made us stay back cause of some people.
Elize made a paper heart for me, i placed it in my wallet (:
I love it, so nice.
then at the end of chinese, Junjie wanted to return my pen then he pronounce my name wrongly
then me, mad and elize laughed aLOT.
seriously funny.
walked with fiona cause she was sadsad.
then met xinhui on the way home, then saw joyce and eileen,
eileen and i were pushing and pushing
so fun,
then parted ways, i went with xinhui
we talked about rebecca and her husband (:
hahaha
then went home,
tiredtired.
Fiona cheer up des, That baka is not worth it.
(:

Monday, September 25, 2006 . 9:24 PM

tired,
many things happened.
history, mdm tiong never come :D
p.e., more things happened.
recess, after eating, met up with giovanna.
She so sweet, gimme the hearts made of paperclips,
sorry the picture not so clear.














haha made it look like a four leaf clover,erm i mean FIVE leaf.
After that was maths.
Syakilakept asking me to vote for HADY. haha so fun.
then we talked about alot of things. lol
then IPW, so shock, JJ suddenly talked to me bout something.
then tell me some stuff la,
then at the end, i don't know why that rebecca suddenly poured water over her head.
I was so worried, thought something happened to her, ohya, Rebecca cut her hair. very nice.
then art.
i duno why but i feel very pressured. i cant draw properly, CAN"T, then i fel like crying, like i was about to break down, i couldn't do the work, was so tired
then the class so noisy.
sighs.
then like just now i watched SI, haha
HADY MIRZA WON!!
waaaahahahahahasashahahahahaha. (:
I know tmr, Syakila is like so gonna say about this that overandover again.
haha, damn funny.

Saturday, September 23, 2006 . 4:06 PM

This the guild layout this month.
i dont know what anime or manga its from.
but it BLACK and nice (:
Sorry if i am not gonna be active on this blog for too long.
thats means byebye daily posts.
cause exam starts next week, Watching Naruto like crazy, HOMEWORK MANIA, playing sims2.
PACKPACKPACK
haha
today, most of the class went to Jianhui's party but i didnt.
First of all, I don't wanna go, so faraway at east coast, second i fell sick yesterday.
Hope they are having fun, heard some people are staying there.
I seriously have TOO MUCH HOMEWORK!
3maths exam papers,
2 science exam papers,
lit revision worksheet,
Art prepartory.
sighs
that all for now then.

Wednesday, September 20, 2006 . 4:15 PM

this is By Rie Fu - Life is like a boat. 1st ED of BLEACH
this is in english =)

Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along
Who's gonna comfort me, and keep me strong?
We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on comin' and we can't escape
But if we ever get lost on your way
The waves would guide you thru another day
Breathing in the distance
As if I've become transparent
It seemed to be the dark
But I was merely blindfolded
I offer my prayers
And wait for a new day
To the end of the sea
That shines vividly
Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don't give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong
People's hearts move
And want to slip out
The moon in its new cycle
Brings along boats again
And every time I see your face,
The oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars,
And soon I can see the shore
Oh, I can see the shore
When will I.... can see the shore?
I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I'd feel this way towards you
And if you ever need someone to come along
I will follow you, and keep you strong
The journey is still continuing
On the calm days, too
The moon in its new cycle
Begins to shine on boats again
I offer my prayers
And wait for a new day
To the end of the sea
That shines vividly
And every time I see your face,The oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars,And soon I can see the shore
Rowing the boat of destiny
The waves assault us
One after the next
But that's a wonderful journey, too
Any one of them is a wonderful journey

Tuesday, September 19, 2006 . 5:06 PM

Finally my first second consecative post in a longlong time.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY REBECCA!!
Best Wishes and grow taller =P
haha,
so sian
had maths till four.
shit la.
I went to eat lunch with Fangli first, then i bought the water for Marilyn, placed on the table then we both buy something.
Went back that time realised someone STOLE the water.
So i used my own money to buy another one
then Marilyn says she dun like H20. =_=''
OMG!! I am SO
~Hweel~
HUNGRY
lol, wierd.
GOOD NEW FOR MY FANS, bawaaa i know i dont have any actually =P
I started writing again.
A new story, didnt have inspiration to write the old one le.
About... Cant say actually, if not someone copy. *darts eyes*
Can some people SHUTUP or NOT.
STOP SPREADING RUMORS.
I have the freedom to write WHAT i want.
lol, no offence. Only directed at someone whom you urself know.
I also realised i haven't posted pictures in a long time toos.
haha, buhbyes,
`till here ~Hweel~

Monday, September 18, 2006 . 8:11 PM

I realised i seriously haven't been bothering much bout this blog .
haha
Happy Birthday to Lizhen and Sufira
wahaa
sighs.
During maths someone wrote on the board maths supp tmr was cancelled.
And we were not sure, so someone asked Mr Chia, then he was scolding and said who wanna be teacher, go conduct their own lesson. lol
then for sometime Trixie come over to my table right, he also don't care. lol
I LOVE TRIXIE, arigatou trixie-san. LOL
then ipw, Saw everyone else present and realised maybe ours isn't that bad. haha
SO then I LOVED Trixie's group's powerpoint slides, Agnes made them. was really freaking nice.
I wonder how she made the picture, cause if use photoshop definately alot of time.
Sighs, tmr need to stay back fer maths la. SIAN
NANA, seriously rocks. SIGS PRAISES for Ai Yazawa.
Just finished watching Kyo Kara Maoh; God(?) Save Our King. Very nice.
I think i gona create my own page of bishies. LOL
During art like very sians.
I don't know whether to make one colour or masqerate. lol
sians. later.

Friday, September 15, 2006 . 3:26 PM

I am just so freaking tired.
Just so tired
freaking day
don't have like feelings to blog anymore.
maybe just wana sleep
like they just don't give a damn.
Darkness of Light Engulfs more.
Whether you are covered by darkness to hurt someone or filled with light so lift someones spirt up. Maybe cause of this difference, it is said that neither can leave each other.
But what if Darkness and Light have already changed places.
That darkness lifts your spirts as you would hide in the dark when you are scared.
Or, When light of the people that care for you leave you to die.
The Universal rules of the earth, Care and you will be cared for. Karma in another words.
Hate and you will be hated.
maybe its just all so true or maybe its just crap?
I ask myself.
Is it really okay to peek into the darkness at times of life when things don't go your way.
When you are deeply hurt once, twice or more.
Leaping into the darkness is an option.
But instead hold on to what you love and hold it so strong.
That's what i believed in.
But right now, i don't want to do that anymore.
i feel sad.
and like crying everytime it comes to mind.
tears filled my eyes to blur my vision.
What am i writing....
maybe just what i really feel expressed?
haha
enough then, i rather keep this to myself.

Wednesday, September 13, 2006 . 3:28 PM

Finally decided to blog
haha
so today, elize didnt come to school.
D&T was freaking fun.
lalala
then chinese Miss Peh very poorthing.
No one even listening to her lor.
then Mr Teo also didn't come.
then during English Miss Tan came in to sit in for him.
Miss tan was like TRIXIETRIXIE TUCK IN YOUR SHIRT, lol
then had science test.
it was really hard.
but then fiona and i studied before that.
as miss chua gave us sometime to study.
Fiona was like so far joking lor.
I mean like everytime she ask me a question, i answer then she say something funny.
lol.
so wierd
byebye
i am going to play with my piggys ^^
i think our relationship is getting farapart.
but i know its just my thinking cause i am kinda insecure i suppose
LOL, wata?
i go play with piggys Midori and Modori.
Buhbye ^^

Monday, September 11, 2006 . 10:31 PM

Haven't posted in a while
was kinda busy.
let us remember.
5 years ago on this day.
the september 11 terrorist attack happened.
do spare a minute to think about it.
I was too busy playing my new PSP game.
wahaha
i still wanna play more.
but the battery emptied out.
haha

Friday, September 08, 2006 . 2:47 PM

i so hates today.
was suppose to meet fiona,
so went to mrt station to went for her.
i reached 10mins after the supposed time cause i missed the bus.
I went there wait for another ten minutes.
while waiting, i saw Giovannajies and her friemds
she got a hair cut, it looked really nice on her.
then waited.
waited more.
saw ziya again.
it seems we have alot of fate. lolx
she was going sentosa.
then i called Fiona finally after 30mins
first no one picked up
so i called again.
then her father picked up and said she was sleeping.
i was angry.
so i called again, she said;
oh, i forgot lehs,
wait i go now. *hang*
So i waited for more 30mins then i couldnt take it anymores.
her house was not faraway from westmall lor.
I was infruriated.
so,so,so i went with me mom.
then we fought over a small matter,
tehn somemore have LOADS of maths homeowork
cause miss chong give us a shit loads.
i don't feel like blogging anymore
just tired Nickelback - Saving Me
Prison gates won't open up for me
On these hands and knees I'm crawlin'
Oh, I reach for you
Well I'm terrified of these four walls
These iron bars can't hold my soul in
All I need is you Come please I'm callin'
And oh I scream for you Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'
Show me what it's like To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
Say it for me Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me
Heaven's gates won't open up for me
With these broken wings I'm fallin'
And all I see is you
These city walls ain't got no love for me I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story
And oh I scream for you
Come please I'm callin'
And all I need from you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'
Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be Say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me
Hurry I'm fallin'
And all I need is you
Come please I'm callin'
And oh I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin', I'm fallin'
Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
And say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me
Hurry I'm fallin'
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me

Tuesday, September 05, 2006 . 8:13 PM

Today I went to Charmaine's house to do IPW.
Didn't do anything cause her computer lag and i Refuesed =P
First met Xinhui downstairs then met charmaine at woodlands
I saw the whole of Xinhui's family ^^ (watermelon)
Charmaine bought her stuff. and we went to eat some Japanese thing.
Then went to her house. I was Stating about her and _____ then SHE STRANGLED ME.
With the shoelaces she just bought.
Took some pictures:

Me and Xinhui (Mother and Daugther)

Xinhui sucking lolipop
she is also looking at a picture of charmaine she jsut took

a BLURRED picture of the three of us
Hitting each other. LOL




GO SEE XINHUI'S BLOG for the story of CHARMAINE and Me
Where we fought over the STUPID marshmellow
i call it
THE BATTLE OF THEMARSHMELLOW
although charmaine won in the end, it was fun =)
Sighs must wake up early tmr for maths then do chinese
havent even read finish the book.
lolx, sigh.

Monday, September 04, 2006 . 9:47 PM

Today I went to Catch this movie:














MONSTER HOUSE







Before i went to buy the tickets with mom, i saw Ziya, After the movie , i saw her again.
lolx, fate? haha
The movie was quite nice.
If you like good graphics, do watch it.
I had a complete BACK TO BACK on Naruto and Bleach
it was like Naruto-Bleach-Naruto-Bleach.
p.s. Neji looks so cute with his hair down ^_^
lolx

Sunday, September 03, 2006 . 2:29 PM

Friday
Here are the pictures i said i would upload









My Brother's Naruto Comics
(took when he wasn't looking =P)











My Brand new BIG PIGGY











My Stuff (manga and Magazine :D)











My most beautiful piggy.
(compare the colour difference,
this one is BLACK)


Saturday
Went To play badminton so woke up early.
played awhile then went for lunch.
came home at 2.00pm
did english and lit.
read xxXholic volume 1
Downloaded, Nana Volume 3
wahaha, this seems to be a report.
lolx, so unflattering. BORING.
lolx, watched some cutecute videos on YouTube.
Went for dinner, ate some penang food. Nicenice.
had an Iceball, you know the things that give your hands frostbite?
lolx, came back an read Tomy Takitani, which took me about 15min,
but it was a good story. Although it could be better if it were longer. lolx

Sunday
Okay, I am currently ADDICTED to the Sims. It just is SO FUNN. =)
First things First.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY !!
Yuppx,
my mother's birthday =)
so went out, ate at Sakae Sushi
then went to soem Jewellery shop so she could buy her present,
she bought a necklace of gold and sliver but i didn't really like it.
Then went to see some handphone pouches.
She wanted some and i was suppose to give her one. But she was too, WAY TOO, picky.
WAY. she didn't want any of them, said material not right, colour not right, i don't the ones with zips. So i couldn't be bothered anymore so i read my book.
Went to library.
Borrow a book i did not wana read, its chinese but i had not choice. Its for school and also an Anne Rice book: Merrick , A vampire Chronicle.
Then when i told my brother, he said that i should just read the Suikoden book i gave him for his birthday last year. It was a serious of eight books. but he said read the first one's (theres both english and chinese subs) english side and turn into chinese. It was a pretty good idea but where do i start. ITS BORING!!. It the Chinese book report, w need to say who is our favourite character. It's way to hard for me. There will be 108 Characters. If you play the ps game Suikoden produced by Konami you would know. There are 5 volumes of games but each story has the same 108 stars of destiny. For example, the main character will always be the Tenkai star. This is the Hero star. The are also others like the merchant star, the best magican star but i dont know their correct names. sorry. SO WHERE DO YOU WANT METO START? its not boring but its hard, I have to finish it by wed cause I am doing then. Sighs.
I better start now. So later =)

Friday, September 01, 2006 . 11:39 PM

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!!
To the teacher's who have made a difference in my life.
Then now about today..
Went to orchard with mum.
First went to Heeren. Saw this BIGBIG Cd shop of 3 storeys. Quite shocked. I haven't been there in a long time okay? I the cd i wanted but since it was an importimport, it costed $53. So i didn't buy it. lol.
then went to Kinokuniya. Bought more manga. lol. Bought 3 issues of naruto for my brother, 2 books of Nana, 3 books of xxXholic and a copy of september's Shojo Beat.
Then went down. Bought A HUGE VERSION of my Darling pig. lolx.
I also bought a TWO pig necklaces and TWO piggy keychains. I BOUGHT so many pig thing.
lolx. Then ate omu rice for dinner. I will upload the pictures tomorrow. Cause it's late. lol
I am only awake cause i am waiting for my show cause i missed it earlier. lol
later. =)